Virtual Love

It’s you, me, and everything about us…

Dear you,

We fall in love
through the screen,
With a person
we’ve never seen.

There’s no touch,
nor hugs and kisses.
There’re only words
and the sounds of voices.

They say its fake,
Virtual love is nothing but a fake.
But we just don’t care,
We’ll just playing fair.

There’re no promises,
We don’t share such things.
There’re only faiths and hopes.
For us to embrace our feelings.

Sometimes we’re afraid of future,
Sometimes we’re afraid of losing each other.
But then we realize
How could we’re so afraid of losing
something that wasn’t even ours?

You Could Be Happy

You could be happy…

Dear you,

You could be happy and I won’t know.
But you weren’t happy the time I let you go.
You could be happy with anyone else
Though you kept saying that you don’t need anybody else.

You could be happy, I hope so you are
Because you’ve made me happy so far.
You could be happy without me
Though you kept saying that there’s no life without me.

You could be happy, babe
You just need to open your heart.
You must be happy, babe
Because your happiness was my only hope.

 

Daydreaming

Dear you,

Every night before I close my eyes
I think about you
or anything relates to you.

Every day before I open my eyes
I dream about you
or anything you’re gonna do.

A smile comes on  my face
when I see you
And this heart beats faster
whenever I hear your voice.

I know I shouldn’t keep this feeling
since I know you don’t even know me

I know I shouldn’t keep this day dreaming
since I know you’re miles away from me.

I know,
I can’t make you notice me,
love me or want me.

All I can do  is hope
that someday you will.

 

 

Don’t Wake Me Up

Dear you,

In all my dream before my helpless sight,

There’s always a little star,

Sparkling a real bright light,

Healing every scar

 

In all my dream before my helpless sight,

I always find that little star,

Helping me to find a way to make it right,

Promising that I would never get the same scar

 

In all my dream before my helpless sight,

I’ve already believed in that little star,

So, I try to find you in the middle of the night,

Hoping that it could heal your scar

 

In all my dream before my helpless sight,

You kiss me with no word,

Telling that everything is alright,

Declaring love to shame the crowd

 

In all my dream before my helpless sight,

I know I’ve been in heaven,

I wish no one ever woke me up.

 

No More Hopes

Dear you,

Time passed as I walked on by.

There are no more hopes for us. No more heroes.

I know I should stay but all I want is just run away.

 

I thought I could be stronger but we both know that I’m not that strong.

I know this isn’t the first time but why do this one really carve in it?

 

I hope you could tell your  new friends;

To tell them that they don’t know you like I do.

To tell them that no one knows you like I do.

Sadly it’s all over though I still hope to see you again and feel it all again.

 

Just Try A Little Harder

Dear you,

I could  stand here alone and  just wishing for the truth. You know I do it all to you. I stay yet I know I could never leave this place.

But do you ever think about me? Do you ever think about how I really feel when you leave me? Do you ever wonder how much pain that you’ve already given me?

I know I could blame it all to you. I could show you my scars but I won’t. I just want to know about yours. Wondering if you get the same scars. Wondering if you could share yours and I’ll forget mine.

I wonder if I really tried everything I could. I have tried all my best to make you stay. But I know you’ve already made up your mind. You’re leaving.

Now, I’m still wondering if I really tried everything I could. And not knowing if I really should try a little harder.

 

 

 

 

Sometimes I Wish I Knew The Truth

Dear you,

Sometimes, I wish I knew what you really want.

But if I ask it directly to you, will you say a word?

I know you won’t. You will just shut your mouth off. You even stay away from me. You treat me like a stranger but I can handle it. I can handle it yet I still ask for the reason.

Sometimes, I wish I knew what you really want.

But If I tell that I want you, will you say the same?

 

Sometimes, I wish I knew what you really feel.

But if I  show my feeling to you, will you believe it?

I know you won’t or you try to not even notice it. You leave me without a single word. I cried. I should admit that it still hurts me but I know I can move on. I can move on yet I still hope you can stay. I still hope you can stay a little bit longer.

Sometimes, I wish I knew what you really feel, babe.

But If I tell you that I still love you, will it change a thing?

Losing Hope

Dear you,

I fall for you, for thousand times.

You;

The one who can make me dance in the moonlight. The one who can make me shine brighter than the sun. The one that can make me feel alive.

I fall for you, for thousand times.

You;

The one that I hope I find, in every single way. The one that I hope I meet, in every time I walk on by. The one that I hope I hold, in every where I go.

 

Sadly,

You would never fall for me, for thousand times, like I do to you. Maybe one time is enough for you.

So, I’m not even trying to hope, not anymore;

since I was never very good at hoping and you were never very good at giving me a reason to.

Here’s Hope

Dear you,

Here’s hope,

When I start to walk again.

Here’s hope,

When I accept my denials and just look forward.

Here’s hope,

When I finally get my smile back.

 

Here’s hope,

When I chase the chance to make it all different.

Yeah, here’s hope.